Post by Jules on Aug 16, 2008 0:38:44 GMT -5
King Jack,
I’m writing because I don’t know how much Armand told you, but his version is likely to be bias. Most of what happened is my fault. Iker started to bother me in my sleep, and I didn’t handle it as well as I probably should’ve. I turned to lucid dream inducers to cope with his intrusion. But I soon got sick of it, not so much how he was bothering me, but I could see the way he was wearing at Armand, constantly. I’m not trying to say what I did was good, just my reasons. I convinced Armand to sleep (he’d been holding off on it to protect me, another reason I felt guilty) and when Iker came I struck a deal with him. I would help him get out if he would leave the Royal Family alone. I was sick of being so selfish, and I’m sorry I put your son through what I did.
Iker told me to go to the Eye of the World mountains, that a woman named Hina would be able to help me. I was the one who convinced Alexander into helping me. I’m sorry I put both your sons in so much danger. We went there, found her, and talked with her. At first she wanted release, but we refused. We talked her around to simply seeing Armand. She was apparently previously in acquaintance with Iker. Iker, who had been inhabiting me, fled and somehow fetched Armand to us. I don’t know how he convinced him to come—Armand was furious with me. He had no idea what was going on until that moment. Hina told us about a device she’d crafted for you, to separate your dream self from your Nightmare self. It’s located in the dungeons of the old Palace, in case you should want to destroy it. It hurt Armand a lot to use it, but he survived. But pivotal, I’m afraid, in giving Iker his own body were my own actions. Armand didn’t speak to me for a while after this. I had promised, after all.
I’ve acted very selfishly, and I’m so sorry. I can understand if you think I’m not best suited to be around either of your sons, but I love Armand with everything and I never meant to hurt him. And Alexander is a good, good friend who I was able to count on in a moment of need. He’s a good person under all that ego. Please don't be mad at either of them. I'm the one responsible.
---Zizzy
P.S I would appreciate it if Armand didn't find out I sent this. Thank you.
I’m writing because I don’t know how much Armand told you, but his version is likely to be bias. Most of what happened is my fault. Iker started to bother me in my sleep, and I didn’t handle it as well as I probably should’ve. I turned to lucid dream inducers to cope with his intrusion. But I soon got sick of it, not so much how he was bothering me, but I could see the way he was wearing at Armand, constantly. I’m not trying to say what I did was good, just my reasons. I convinced Armand to sleep (he’d been holding off on it to protect me, another reason I felt guilty) and when Iker came I struck a deal with him. I would help him get out if he would leave the Royal Family alone. I was sick of being so selfish, and I’m sorry I put your son through what I did.
Iker told me to go to the Eye of the World mountains, that a woman named Hina would be able to help me. I was the one who convinced Alexander into helping me. I’m sorry I put both your sons in so much danger. We went there, found her, and talked with her. At first she wanted release, but we refused. We talked her around to simply seeing Armand. She was apparently previously in acquaintance with Iker. Iker, who had been inhabiting me, fled and somehow fetched Armand to us. I don’t know how he convinced him to come—Armand was furious with me. He had no idea what was going on until that moment. Hina told us about a device she’d crafted for you, to separate your dream self from your Nightmare self. It’s located in the dungeons of the old Palace, in case you should want to destroy it. It hurt Armand a lot to use it, but he survived. But pivotal, I’m afraid, in giving Iker his own body were my own actions. Armand didn’t speak to me for a while after this. I had promised, after all.
I’ve acted very selfishly, and I’m so sorry. I can understand if you think I’m not best suited to be around either of your sons, but I love Armand with everything and I never meant to hurt him. And Alexander is a good, good friend who I was able to count on in a moment of need. He’s a good person under all that ego. Please don't be mad at either of them. I'm the one responsible.
---Zizzy
P.S I would appreciate it if Armand didn't find out I sent this. Thank you.
